…Dissaster….
June 11, 2008I hate admiring people, selfish, had no patience anymore, plans get lost, dont think positive, no more GOD in heart, this is all because of my PRIDE that I keeped inside. It made me guilty. Actually I’m not like this before. This is all started when the BIG trouble crossed my life. I was really down at that time. I think I’m going crazy. I can’t think well, almost mad everyday, my friends can’t understand me, I hated person. It seems like I’m alone at that time. I mostly say bad words, do bad things such as smoking and drink hard beverages, always say "BAHALA NA…". And mostly reasoning "I’m lacks of love of my parents", "Nobody cares for me at all", Nobody appreciated my doing", They dont like me because im fat".
… I could say that was a BIG BIG disaster come in my life.
….Hay……I’m tired of being like this. I want to change, I want to live normal.
